Sunday, February 27, 2011


Once upon a time a friend came up to me and asked "Are you okay?"
My response was "Yes, why?" They said something to the extent of' "You're smiling and you don't normally do that." The End

Okay this WAS true. I always looked at the bad things in life and rarely smiled.
But as of late I've been giving myself hope. Possibly false hope but hope none the less.
I really am a different person than I was a year ago. Even just a week ago.
I feel that I make myself who I am. I can make myself sick, or I can make myself a hero.
It all depends on my point of view and what I do with my life. I'm so grateful to wonderful friends who have supported me and honestly helped me to change who I am into a better person.
Sometimes people don't believe me but I wasn't the best person ever, I was even a lost soul with seemingly no where to turn to. But I was found and picked up and set in the right direction and now I feel as if I can carry on as if I can be me. Even if it's a slow process.

I can be happy if I let myself. I can have hope if I give it to me. I can Love life if I want to.

I have places to turn and I have people to talk to. I'm so thankful for that.

1 comment:

  1. I love my Kristen! Especially wnen she says things like this and is happy! :D You are the best my dear, and don't you forget it. :)