Do i Believe in Love at First Sight?

No.

In all cases of me "being in love" its been a process. The closest thing I can recall to the so-called "love at first sight" is with one of my current best friends. It wasn't exactly love at first sight in the way that I saw him and was like YES I LOVE HIM. But it was more "love at first sight" because as soon as I gave myself the opportunity to know him as more as that kid that I know, I found myself loving him.
In my personal opinion there is two ways to actually love somebody. There is the Romantic Love and the Friendly love. Now in this case the first feeling I had was of the romantic category, finding myself "in love" (quotes for I do not know exactly what love is yet) was easy because I felt as if I had known him for forever and could simply just talk to him about anything and everything. If you've known someone like that they are truly special. I didn't know him long before I knew I felt something more for him than a mere friendship could contain. But I kept it in for fear he didn't feel the same.
Although I say that this was a type of love at first sight, i still do not believe in the term. How can one simply know? The more I get to know the victim of this so called "love" the more i "love" who he is, and how he acts. I will say that now for him i feel the feelings of Friendly love stemmed from that once romantic love that I had for them.

I will never be able to forget my "love at first sight"... Or how happy he made me...

But there was a time and a place.
And here I am.

WHO SAID ANIME BOYS CANT BE HOTT? TAKE IT BACK RIGHT NOW!!!

Darien aka Tuxedo Mask-
addmittedly my first anime crush. I will forever be faithful to his delectable blue eyes cocky attitude and yummy hair. :D he's from sailor moon. Supposedly around 20 dates a girl about 14 SPOILER ALERT! if you haven't seen sailor moon sorry... He is really this girls husband in a future time... So jealous... Anyway Love him. HE IS FINE!!!


Yugi-
my second anime crush. Who doesn't love red blone and black hair? (not to mention those are my three favorite colors... red black and blonde) its been forever since i've watched Yu-gi-oh... but I totally crushed on him none the less! OH YEAH!


Ash Ketchum-
another of my small anime crushes. Not so much as the others... But He will forever be dear in my heart. I remember starting his journey with him. sitting on my living room floor watching THE FIRST POKÉMON EPISODE EVER! I must be getting old. This crush went away over time unlike my love for tuxedo mask. But I love Ash and if i am allowed to say 'Charzards are red squirtles are blue, If you were a Pokémon I'd choose you!' Hehehe YES!!



Toshiro Hitsugaya
or as he prefers Captain Hitsugaya (could be spelling this wrong) DELICIOUS! Can i say hair, attitude. EYES! TURQOISE EYES! He's from bleach and he's Captain over the 10th court gaurd squad and i love him... Fell for his eyes... Too bad HE'S 12!! Broke my heart to find that out! He's totally bada.. LOVE HIM! :D O.o SPOILER ALERT His bankai is an ice dragon! Spicy! Did i mention he's the youngest captain with sweet soccer skills?! 10X more attractive (to further understand watch bleach episode 132)


Ichigo Kurosaki-
Substitute soul reaper. Oh yeah Captain Hitsugaya is a soul reaper... YUMMY! So Ichigo is amazing. I find his will power and strength incredibly alluring. He is always so concerned with everyone elses well being that he ends up dying a lot. Well... You'd have to watch to understand. I love his hair.. it looks so soft and playfulable... (not a word) anyway even though he's not at first apealing I FELL IN LOVE WITH HIS PERSONALITY! Oh and he really is a babe. Just not as much as he could be :D

YAY BOYS! hehehe... and maybe just maybe there might be a boy i'm taking a liking to :D hee

SHOOL. (pronounced as if Megamind was saying it)

Shool is a place. It is also a thing, a tool, etc... I think it could even possibly be a scam! Ha no I'm toying. So far shool is decent.
I enjoy most of my classes. even though i frequently have panic attacks over some of them... *Cough* AP Spanish *Cough* And i'm even half native mexican. Obviously that means one thing; NOTHING!
I think so far my two favorite classes are Interior Design and Weight training. Ha if you think I'm a babe now... Oh BOY just you wait ;) "I'm only joking, I am Fred"... ha, OH YEAH!
Speaking about shool... Ha I so do not feel like a senior (and to be quite honest... i didn't even order a cap and gown...) I miss all my old senior buddies. I don't like to be the oldest in the school. I don't really have many people to look up to anymore...
This morning when i walked in to my english class room it smelled like Coffee and totally made me happy. It was the esence of perfection. Books and the Smell of coffee just go hand in hand. (Which reminds me that the borders near my house is apparently closing! How depressing is that?! Where am i supposed to run to now and be asked if i work there while reading a book sitting in a little kid chair in Grubbies?!) And we read a poem YES! Then I did a dance in the hall cause I found out that I had a spanish sup *Jummping up and Down in excitement again* Lets just say Indiana Jones and the Crystal Skull... SHIA LEBEOUF... WOO WEE! When he comes into that movie is he spicy or what! Its definitely the bike (and the way they dress him up... mmm... yes please?!)


ANYWAY...
Yesh shool is a place for socializing not a place to learn. O.o people watching is fun to. :D

YAY! SHOOL! or not so yay :D

Naive Orleans-Anberlin

Come and go now as you please
Your actions write the melodies
To the songs that we sing
And you just sing

And I finally found that life goes on without you
And my world still turns when you're not around

Is this the way you want it?
Is this the way it has to be?
Sitting here beside you
With my heart's lost in New Orleans
Dreams come clever
Hearts now severed
Difference of forever
And I am lost there

Well I finally found that life goes on without you
And my world still turns when you're not around
And I finally found that life goes on without you
And my world still turns when you're not around
And I finally find that all..

Your actions write the melodies
To the songs that we sing
Your actions write the melodies
To the songs that we sing
And you just sing along out loud, yeah

Come and go now as you please
Your actions write the melodies
To the songs that we sing
And you just sing

Well I finally found that life goes on without you
And my world still turns when you're not around
And I finally found that life goes on without you
And my world still turns when you're not around
And I finally find that all..

Your actions write the melodies
To the songs that we sing
Your actions write the melodies
To the songs that we sing
And you just sing along out.. loud!

Promises are sometimes lies. Quite depressing fact. Oh well...

purhaps what love looks like...

a heart.

PLAY THING

A heart is not a play thing

A heart is not a toy

But if you want it broken

Just give it to a boy.

Boys like to play with things

To see what makes them run

But when it comes to kissing

They do it just for fun

Boys never give their hearts away

They play us for a fool

But when we give our hearts to them

They try and play it cool

You'll wonder where he is at night

You'll wonder if he is true

One day you'll be happy

And the next day you'll be blue

Then it starts to happen

You'll worry day and night

You see my friend you're losing him

It never turns out right

Love is fine but hurts so much

The price you pay is high

If you could choose between life and death

I think I'd rather die

So when I say don't fall in love

You'll hurt before its through

You see my friend I ought to know

I fell in love with you

My heart is yours forever love

I hope you'll understand

But I thought when I gave you my heart

I gave it to a MAN.

Once I found this poem while cleaning my room and it made me cry...

I think every time i read it I tear up a bit.

Because thinking someone loves you enough to never hurt you...

is Simply Wonderful.

But there comes a time where you will hurt...

And hopefully you won't.

But don't fall so hard unless your sure he's the Man that WILL give you

Your very own Happily Ever After... dont be fooled into loving without holding back too soon.