Thursday, September 1, 2011

SHOOL. (pronounced as if Megamind was saying it)

Shool is a place. It is also a thing, a tool, etc... I think it could even possibly be a scam! Ha no I'm toying. So far shool is decent.
I enjoy most of my classes. even though i frequently have panic attacks over some of them... *Cough* AP Spanish *Cough* And i'm even half native mexican. Obviously that means one thing; NOTHING!
I think so far my two favorite classes are Interior Design and Weight training. Ha if you think I'm a babe now... Oh BOY just you wait ;) "I'm only joking, I am Fred"... ha, OH YEAH!
Speaking about shool... Ha I so do not feel like a senior (and to be quite honest... i didn't even order a cap and gown...) I miss all my old senior buddies. I don't like to be the oldest in the school. I don't really have many people to look up to anymore...
This morning when i walked in to my english class room it smelled like Coffee and totally made me happy. It was the esence of perfection. Books and the Smell of coffee just go hand in hand. (Which reminds me that the borders near my house is apparently closing! How depressing is that?! Where am i supposed to run to now and be asked if i work there while reading a book sitting in a little kid chair in Grubbies?!) And we read a poem YES! Then I did a dance in the hall cause I found out that I had a spanish sup *Jummping up and Down in excitement again* Lets just say Indiana Jones and the Crystal Skull... SHIA LEBEOUF... WOO WEE! When he comes into that movie is he spicy or what! Its definitely the bike (and the way they dress him up... mmm... yes please?!)


ANYWAY...
Yesh shool is a place for socializing not a place to learn. O.o people watching is fun to. :D

YAY! SHOOL! or not so yay :D

Sunday, August 28, 2011

Naive Orleans-Anberlin


Come and go now as you please
Your actions write the melodies
To the songs that we sing
And you just sing

And I finally found that life goes on without you
And my world still turns when you're not around

Is this the way you want it?
Is this the way it has to be?
Sitting here beside you
With my heart's lost in New Orleans
Dreams come clever
Hearts now severed
Difference of forever
And I am lost there

Well I finally found that life goes on without you
And my world still turns when you're not around
And I finally found that life goes on without you
And my world still turns when you're not around
And I finally find that all..

Your actions write the melodies
To the songs that we sing
Your actions write the melodies
To the songs that we sing
And you just sing along out loud, yeah

Come and go now as you please
Your actions write the melodies
To the songs that we sing
And you just sing

Well I finally found that life goes on without you
And my world still turns when you're not around
And I finally found that life goes on without you
And my world still turns when you're not around
And I finally find that all..

Your actions write the melodies
To the songs that we sing
Your actions write the melodies
To the songs that we sing
And you just sing along out.. loud!
Promises are sometimes lies. Quite depressing fact. Oh well...

Wednesday, July 27, 2011

purhaps what love looks like...

a heart.

PLAY THING

A heart is not a play thing

A heart is not a toy

But if you want it broken

Just give it to a boy.

Boys like to play with things

To see what makes them run

But when it comes to kissing

They do it just for fun

Boys never give their hearts away

They play us for a fool

But when we give our hearts to them

They try and play it cool

You'll wonder where he is at night

You'll wonder if he is true

One day you'll be happy

And the next day you'll be blue

Then it starts to happen

You'll worry day and night

You see my friend you're losing him

It never turns out right

Love is fine but hurts so much

The price you pay is high

If you could choose between life and death

I think I'd rather die

So when I say don't fall in love

You'll hurt before its through

You see my friend I ought to know

I fell in love with you

My heart is yours forever love

I hope you'll understand

But I thought when I gave you my heart

I gave it to a MAN.


Once I found this poem while cleaning my room and it made me cry...

I think every time i read it I tear up a bit.

Because thinking someone loves you enough to never hurt you...

is Simply Wonderful.

But there comes a time where you will hurt...

And hopefully you won't.

But don't fall so hard unless your sure he's the Man that WILL give you

Your very own Happily Ever After... dont be fooled into loving without holding back too soon.

Friday, July 22, 2011

curse this thing they call a heart. It seems to remember better than my brain... this is quite frustrating...

Sunday, July 3, 2011

Awkward life chart.



My dear friend "Tom" inspired me to make one for myself. mines definitely different. haha I love her! Her my awkward life chart is very colorful.